A new perspective

Still dealing with headache of identity theft and having someone file a fake tax return. THANKS ASSHAT! Fuck me running.

Finally heard from my former best friend. I was dumb enough to co-sign on a car loan for her. Bitch has not even made the first payment. Car payment is now 38 days over due. I finally tracked her down, at she would not return text messages, phone calls, or emails. I had to go and get all stalker like since she did a middle of the night move and fucked over her old land lord.

Found out from a former friend of hers the general area where she moved to and then had to wait until she left the house to get her to talk with me. She tried her normal poor poor pitiful me crap. I said 'Oh really, well I had my identity stolen, my $2000 tax return is now being held up a minimum of nine months, and Thanks to you I have a 30 day late payment on my credit report.' She then tried tears but I would not buy it.

Gave her the latest bill for the car and notice from the state about no insurance. She tried to huge me as I left which earned her a hand in her face no I don't think so. I don't wait to be to sexually aggressive. A claim she made to a girl I was interested in dating after she quit talking me.

I can forgive but I don't forget. She is the woman who has made the biggest fundamental change in my personality in 25 year. I do not trust anyone anymore until they earn it. I do not help anymore at all unless they are truly in need. I do not love anymore as it is never returned to me. MESSAGE ENDS

You find out who your friends are...

We faithful readers who stumble upon this rambling blog of my discontent I am back with more self indulgent complaints again. Life has been somewhat interesting. I have really found out recently who my friends are and my importance to them. I have always been a quiet self contained person. I keep my own counsel and only reach out when I am in dire need and really hurting. Well I found out that my supposed best friend was really not that much of a friend. I have basically been lied to the last year by her. She plays the victim very well, but recently I started to see the inconsistency in her lies.

Its always the little details that trip up a liar. Then finding out the stories and lies about me that she told other women she claimed to be trying to set me up with were truly disheartening. It is apparent she wanted me all to herself to be her personal white knight she could keep at arms reach. With no real intimacy I was reaching the tipping point and she managed to remove herself from my life by giving me the silent treatment at a time when I really needed someone to talk with. I am done with the games.

Her claim of being the one hurt is laughable at best. She was the one who suggested I go out with her ex. Then finding out the truth about the last 60 days was eye opening. I understand an ex does have an ax to grind but verifying the facts independently showed me who she really is as a person. Well good luck to her in this life as she is dead to now.