Each day the battle for sanity in this shitty world gets worse.
Saturday was another day. The man who started me in my career in EMS killed himself. The reason why does not really matter at this time. The fact that he felt that alone and hopeless does say it all though. The Fire service claims it is a brotherhood but where the fuck where they when he needed them the most. Could those self centered cock suckers not see how much he was hurrying and needing someone? I have been there and felt that pain and been about 1/2 pound of pressure away I know what he was feeling and I know what it is to have someone reach out and be there to reel you back from hell.
America itself is fucked up and sick as well. I sweet little robot called Hitchbot was destroyed in Philadelphia. Little guy made it across Canada and Europe. Spends less than 2 weeks in the USA and is fucking destroyed. Simple little social experiment about human kindness and goodwill and we american fuck it up. I really hate our species. I am ready for the next plague or meteor. Totally fine with it can't come soon enough. I am ready to serve our ape overlords or alien overlords.
Fuck this I will be in a blanket fort with cheeze its and my kindle wake me for the end of the world.
