Well This year is going to show that giving kids a trophy for showing up to play a sport was a truly fucking stupid idea. We now have a generation of precious little snow flakes melting down because the grown ups in fly over country and the other areas are sick of Obama's "Hope and Change" and voted against Hillary. It was not really a vote for Trump so much as a vote against the political establishment. The left just does not get that.
You call over half of us "deplorable" and think "well they are too stupid to do anything about it". Well fuck you asshole. We will do something, Now as long as Trump can stay alive until December 19th when the Electoral College votes. Things will look better. Then there is the issue of the Electoral college voters themselves. Some liberal cunt released their names, phone numbers, emails, and addresses, after the election. These people have been getting harassed non stop according to reports from them with threats of violence to them and their families to change their votes for Hillary.
Then there is Soros funding the riots and having the snowflakes raise hell and the shootings of cops across the nation. Not one fucking word from our head Negro in charge Obama. But we see him making his tour around the world and the tree lighting at the white house, feeding people at the shelter. Dude and his family won't miss a photo op. But Soros will not let that dude say one word that ain't in his approved script.
This shit pisses me off to no fucking end. I know I have anger issues. The world ain't fair but I would like to quit getting kicked when I am down and the same goes for my friends. I hope Trump keeps his word, puts things right, and puts the country on a path to prosperity.
Saturday, November 26, 2016
Sunday, September 11, 2016
9/11-15 years Later
Everyone can remember where they were when the towers came down. Hell I still do. I remember I was still a shiny new EMT. I just had raced to the station and turned on the TV after hearing that a plane had hit the World Trade Center. I watched for a minute and woke up the one duty crew in a panic. I knew that this was a world changing event. I always go to my shift any hour early since the drive was an hour and I wanted an extra hour of margin for anything that could happen. The crew bitched at being woke up but when they saw the TV we all sat in stunned silence.
We kept watching through out the day. Then the towers fell. those were our brothers in there saving people dying. We all cried, prayed, cursed, and swore revenge and those who did this horrible act of terror. As the minutes, hours, and days went by we grew numb to pain we felt. How could this happen here. The land of the free and home of the brave? 4 planes in total Hi-jacked by terrorists.
As I watched the last part of a movie today called United Flight 93 based on the only plane brought down by the passengers that fateful day 15 years ago. My Mom said to me "We were Lucky that it did not hit the capitol." I said "Bullshit mom, if those ass clown hit the capitol Mecca and Medina would have been bombed out of this world." "Bush would have not played games and gone the slow route he did, we would have formed a full on coalition with Israel, Jordan, and Egypt. We would have then given the Saudi's the choice play ball or start eating bacon bitches. We would split up Iraq and Iran along tribal lines and create Kurdistan for our Kurdish allies who would run our new oil holding."
But this never would have happened. My ideas are considered hate speech these days. Thousand years ago I would be just another good Catholic Crusader. Maybe we need those type of guys again especially on 9/11 so we never forget.
We kept watching through out the day. Then the towers fell. those were our brothers in there saving people dying. We all cried, prayed, cursed, and swore revenge and those who did this horrible act of terror. As the minutes, hours, and days went by we grew numb to pain we felt. How could this happen here. The land of the free and home of the brave? 4 planes in total Hi-jacked by terrorists.
As I watched the last part of a movie today called United Flight 93 based on the only plane brought down by the passengers that fateful day 15 years ago. My Mom said to me "We were Lucky that it did not hit the capitol." I said "Bullshit mom, if those ass clown hit the capitol Mecca and Medina would have been bombed out of this world." "Bush would have not played games and gone the slow route he did, we would have formed a full on coalition with Israel, Jordan, and Egypt. We would have then given the Saudi's the choice play ball or start eating bacon bitches. We would split up Iraq and Iran along tribal lines and create Kurdistan for our Kurdish allies who would run our new oil holding."
But this never would have happened. My ideas are considered hate speech these days. Thousand years ago I would be just another good Catholic Crusader. Maybe we need those type of guys again especially on 9/11 so we never forget.
Sunday, August 7, 2016
Ugh!!! Life it ain't pretty.
The first week of August has ended here in the high desert. As I sit at the keyboard, the pain is pretty awful. I am maxed out on medication until the afternoon. I am getting near the shit or get off the pot time for surgery on the neck and back. I have lost 91 pounds and can easily have the surgery but the risk does not out weigh the minimal rewards. 40% reduction in pain and numbness for getting sliced and diced. As it stands I am only 2 1/2 weeks post surgery from gallbladder removal and hernia repair. The pain from that is gotten to be minimal but I am down to a 10 pound lifting restriction. The same as my standard lifting restriction due to the blown discs. The no bending at the waist is really limiting. I have now learned to do the squats to pick up everything low or use my bloody toes like a monkey.
The election shit is really pissing me off. Hillary is a lying cunt. Trump is a loudmouth. I trust him more than her cause you can she she is just wanting the throne like she has seen one to many episode of Game of Thrones. People freaking out about Trump asking about using Nukes. I saw valid question. I say ask when is the final option on the table as a hard-line man who works the art of the deal it is worth knowing all the possible options.
Muslim loving prick in the white house really is getting old. Fuck that guy. All the shootings we have had he is to had pressed to name them domestic terrorists acts by Muslim terrorists. San Berdo, Florida, Boston, and The prick in Texas at militarily Base. Then wanting to bring more Syrian refugees? How stupid can you be unless that is part of his agenda. Why not bring persecuted Christians from the middle east? They will assimilate unlike most Muslims.
This country needs a change at a fundamental and soon. It is time for people to take it back. Make themselves heard. Make things right in their homes. Make things right in there community. Make things right in their City. Make things right in their County. Make thing right in their State. Then finally with everyone working together make things right again in this Country. A country based on laws not one that is bought and paid for with campaign dollars. This can be done by the common man and woman but people need to get back to belief and faith in God. They need to believe in this country again and believe in the principles it was founded upon. Once this country lost is morale course we lost everything and started this tail spin. Look at this country since 1960 things have started a steady morale decline.
Things have picked up speed as the years have progressed. Since Early 2000 we have been in a near constant state of war. The morale fabric of the country is completely gone. People no longer are even there biological gender. People of Christian faith are mocked openly are prosecuted legally for not bowing against their beliefs and driven in bankruptcy. All to keep to in power in power longer by giving the masses what they desire. A sense of legitimacy for their twisted self worth of skewed self image that tells them today they identify as a girl but were born a man. When they should be getting these people the mental health help they really need.
Damn It Put the grown ups back in charge and get the children out into the yard and give them some blocks to play with, we have a mess to fix!
The election shit is really pissing me off. Hillary is a lying cunt. Trump is a loudmouth. I trust him more than her cause you can she she is just wanting the throne like she has seen one to many episode of Game of Thrones. People freaking out about Trump asking about using Nukes. I saw valid question. I say ask when is the final option on the table as a hard-line man who works the art of the deal it is worth knowing all the possible options.
Muslim loving prick in the white house really is getting old. Fuck that guy. All the shootings we have had he is to had pressed to name them domestic terrorists acts by Muslim terrorists. San Berdo, Florida, Boston, and The prick in Texas at militarily Base. Then wanting to bring more Syrian refugees? How stupid can you be unless that is part of his agenda. Why not bring persecuted Christians from the middle east? They will assimilate unlike most Muslims.
This country needs a change at a fundamental and soon. It is time for people to take it back. Make themselves heard. Make things right in their homes. Make things right in there community. Make things right in their City. Make things right in their County. Make thing right in their State. Then finally with everyone working together make things right again in this Country. A country based on laws not one that is bought and paid for with campaign dollars. This can be done by the common man and woman but people need to get back to belief and faith in God. They need to believe in this country again and believe in the principles it was founded upon. Once this country lost is morale course we lost everything and started this tail spin. Look at this country since 1960 things have started a steady morale decline.
Things have picked up speed as the years have progressed. Since Early 2000 we have been in a near constant state of war. The morale fabric of the country is completely gone. People no longer are even there biological gender. People of Christian faith are mocked openly are prosecuted legally for not bowing against their beliefs and driven in bankruptcy. All to keep to in power in power longer by giving the masses what they desire. A sense of legitimacy for their twisted self worth of skewed self image that tells them today they identify as a girl but were born a man. When they should be getting these people the mental health help they really need.
Damn It Put the grown ups back in charge and get the children out into the yard and give them some blocks to play with, we have a mess to fix!
Tuesday, June 14, 2016
Another Mass Shooting Another Political event
Well another Islamic wanna shot up a gay night club killing 50 wounding 53. Both sides of the Political Spectrum are making the event even worse The Hillary crowd calling for taking away guns and the Trump crowd is for Anti Islam. The whole thing is a shit show. THe thing was Fubar for the jump. I understand that in a crowded club when shooting starts most folks will run and the average person is a herd animal like a sheep. I was an EMT for 13 years so I place myself closer to the sheep dog side of things. Not a true sheep dog but for fucks sake I would have grabbed a fire extinguisher and hosed that motherfucker. He would be freezing, blind, and choking. Then bonk him with it once it was empty. Grab a gun and empty it into his head. No trial. Drop the gun and get the hell out of there.
I would rather grab some people and swarm the guy and go down fighting then die alone cowering in fear. The people need to stop being afraid of guns and realize that its only one man and take a chance and make an opportunity for themselves. Life is precious and needs to be fought for and lived on your feet and on your knees begging to live.
I would rather grab some people and swarm the guy and go down fighting then die alone cowering in fear. The people need to stop being afraid of guns and realize that its only one man and take a chance and make an opportunity for themselves. Life is precious and needs to be fought for and lived on your feet and on your knees begging to live.
Tuesday, April 26, 2016
Hell in a HandBasket
The TV Show Outsiders just finished its first season. One character summed up American
right now in an early episode by his version of the Star Spangled Banner.
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"Far-fangeled Banner" -Asa Farrell
Oh say, can you see By the dawn's early light When so loudly we caved At the fat cats' last scheming?
Whose jailed stripes and stripped bars Through the pale urban blight All those poor folks we squashed Were so gallantly screaming
And the deep-pockets did stare Upon nursing a dare If you're not rich like me Then your rights are stripped bare.
Oh say does that far-fangled banner add depraved O'er the home of pure greed, And the land of the slave.
********************
As this election year runs on this shit gets more and more depressing. Its obivious
Hillary is the chosen one despite the will of the people. Even the People who want
Trump and going to be denied by hook and by crook. Cruz and Kasich have announced on
the News they have teamed up to try and deny Trump wins in the state primaries.
Something that has never happened before. It has been Shown on the news that neither
can win enough votes to before the the convention so they want to deny Trump. Because
that is what their Elite masters have told them to do. The will of the common man has
no place in our Republic anymore.
There are people with blinders on who deny the events as the unfold and they is no
point to even debate with them. The new would not lie and the country is fair and you
have to trust the system and believe things will work out. I just really think that
the collapse or whatever blackswan event needs to get here and get over with so we can
finish this comic opera that is what our society has become now. I miss the America I
grew up believing in and loving. Not that tragic joke that we have become where people
spend more time mourning the death or rockstars that the death of soliders or work
themselves up because on state decides that they don't want everyone to go into the
other bathroom, or another state makes a law that protects someones freedom of choice
based on religious views, a freedom that should be protected already by the bill of
rights from a group who has already shown they has a proven political agenda when
people of faith dont give in to this newly protected group who is not protected based
on race or religion but only on sexually preference and gender indentity because of a
5 men in Black Robes decided it was so and so now it becames the law of the land even
though many states voted against this marriage. But now The LBGT community has more
rights than the Christain shop owners. Shop you must provide them services for their
weddings or face their wrath with legal suits and lose everything as many others have
found out.
Why? How did this all happen? We need a great reset. I good civil war is need to
correct the immoral direction we are on right now. Faith in the home, 2 parent
families,prayers before meals, children reading books, no phones or tablets, exercise
outdoors, learning to grow a garden, learning where our food comes from, teaching
children to become citizen and independant and not slaves. How to think and thrive.
How to learn and adapt to their world. My greats regret is never finding love and
having a family to try and teach any of these lessons or share any of my hard earned
wisdom. Hardship and Pain is a wonderful teacher and these past 16 years here in the
the Southwest have given me a wealth of education. I hope to be able to get it done in
a journal before my time is up. The direction my health has taken these past 15 months
nothing is certain so I will make my best effort to write as much down on paper as
possible and then decide on which of my old friends children to impart my wisdom along
with the whole unedited version of my life story in the journal that is already and
fromm highschool graduation June 3 1988 until Dec 7 2009.
right now in an early episode by his version of the Star Spangled Banner.
***********************************
"Far-fangeled Banner" -Asa Farrell
Oh say, can you see By the dawn's early light When so loudly we caved At the fat cats' last scheming?
Whose jailed stripes and stripped bars Through the pale urban blight All those poor folks we squashed Were so gallantly screaming
And the deep-pockets did stare Upon nursing a dare If you're not rich like me Then your rights are stripped bare.
Oh say does that far-fangled banner add depraved O'er the home of pure greed, And the land of the slave.
********************
As this election year runs on this shit gets more and more depressing. Its obivious
Hillary is the chosen one despite the will of the people. Even the People who want
Trump and going to be denied by hook and by crook. Cruz and Kasich have announced on
the News they have teamed up to try and deny Trump wins in the state primaries.
Something that has never happened before. It has been Shown on the news that neither
can win enough votes to before the the convention so they want to deny Trump. Because
that is what their Elite masters have told them to do. The will of the common man has
no place in our Republic anymore.
There are people with blinders on who deny the events as the unfold and they is no
point to even debate with them. The new would not lie and the country is fair and you
have to trust the system and believe things will work out. I just really think that
the collapse or whatever blackswan event needs to get here and get over with so we can
finish this comic opera that is what our society has become now. I miss the America I
grew up believing in and loving. Not that tragic joke that we have become where people
spend more time mourning the death or rockstars that the death of soliders or work
themselves up because on state decides that they don't want everyone to go into the
other bathroom, or another state makes a law that protects someones freedom of choice
based on religious views, a freedom that should be protected already by the bill of
rights from a group who has already shown they has a proven political agenda when
people of faith dont give in to this newly protected group who is not protected based
on race or religion but only on sexually preference and gender indentity because of a
5 men in Black Robes decided it was so and so now it becames the law of the land even
though many states voted against this marriage. But now The LBGT community has more
rights than the Christain shop owners. Shop you must provide them services for their
weddings or face their wrath with legal suits and lose everything as many others have
found out.
Why? How did this all happen? We need a great reset. I good civil war is need to
correct the immoral direction we are on right now. Faith in the home, 2 parent
families,prayers before meals, children reading books, no phones or tablets, exercise
outdoors, learning to grow a garden, learning where our food comes from, teaching
children to become citizen and independant and not slaves. How to think and thrive.
How to learn and adapt to their world. My greats regret is never finding love and
having a family to try and teach any of these lessons or share any of my hard earned
wisdom. Hardship and Pain is a wonderful teacher and these past 16 years here in the
the Southwest have given me a wealth of education. I hope to be able to get it done in
a journal before my time is up. The direction my health has taken these past 15 months
nothing is certain so I will make my best effort to write as much down on paper as
possible and then decide on which of my old friends children to impart my wisdom along
with the whole unedited version of my life story in the journal that is already and
fromm highschool graduation June 3 1988 until Dec 7 2009.
Saturday, February 20, 2016
Personal Goals
Todays is a special day for me. First blog in a long time again. I have had neither desire or energy to write. Had many ideas but they all were dropped by the time I would sit at the keyboard to bang them out. I let apathy set in and despair drive the engine. Hope was lost but I just kept going cause thats what you do. Being Saturday I did my weigh in.
It happend today. My weight was 299. I have lost 75 lbs in 9 months with diet and exercise. I cried and felt pride in myself for the first time a long time. The feelings of hate and self loathing were banished for awhile. I have not been under 300 lbs in 15 years. I had no choice in the matter really. I was diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes and forced to change my eating habits. That combined with my Hypertension, Sleep Apnea, GERD, Gout, Orthoscopic Hypotension, and Degenerative Disc Disease is was looking at an early grave.
Having been morbidly obese the last 15-20 year has done significant damage to most of my joints on top of the occupation damage of a 13 year career as an EMT, 6 years as a CNA,3 3 years welding, and old assorted commerical driving jobs. Add in the damage from 3 on the job back injuries and 3 major motor vehicle accidents my body is in pretty rough shape.
It happend today. My weight was 299. I have lost 75 lbs in 9 months with diet and exercise. I cried and felt pride in myself for the first time a long time. The feelings of hate and self loathing were banished for awhile. I have not been under 300 lbs in 15 years. I had no choice in the matter really. I was diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes and forced to change my eating habits. That combined with my Hypertension, Sleep Apnea, GERD, Gout, Orthoscopic Hypotension, and Degenerative Disc Disease is was looking at an early grave.
Having been morbidly obese the last 15-20 year has done significant damage to most of my joints on top of the occupation damage of a 13 year career as an EMT, 6 years as a CNA,3 3 years welding, and old assorted commerical driving jobs. Add in the damage from 3 on the job back injuries and 3 major motor vehicle accidents my body is in pretty rough shape.
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