Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Wednesday Blue's

Back at work for another shift. It is weird how when I am at home I just want to be at work and at work I want to be home. I guess the grass is always greener. Home life does suck lately but I try to make the best of it. Mom spending her days watching TV and getting brainwashed by the Mainstream Media is very hard to watch. There is just something not right about it, I feel so much better now that I rarely watch live TV and just get the programs I really enjoy as scheduled viewing events as time allows. Tomorrow brings another payday for me so I will be ghetto rich for a few days. I should just pay shit off and try to find something nice for Mom for Christmas but have not clue what to get for her again this year. Just need to finish small items shopping for two co workers and I be done with the holiday madness.

The Sandy Hook shooting has really changed the national consciousness about guns again. I hate that people no longer can think for themselves and only parrot what the talking heads have to say, their friends on the social media have to say, or other sources in the internet. When going to college I was taught you need to use real source material for any research why does this not apply to the news?

Social life is not a functioning thing. How sad is it that I drove a total of 6 hours yesterday to go to Phoenix area to see a good friend for 2 hours? I am so lonely most days I would do anything and have done things for people who are my friends. I only have 2 friends in the state of Arizona. I know many people but have none I really can count on to show up when I am in need. Unfortunately this is how my life has always been. I have people I can call to talk when I need that but there are times when you need someone there for face time.

Oh well only 1 more day until the world ends. So be it. MESSAGE ENDS

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